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I BELONG TO MYSELF XD

Ok guys this has been bothering me for a while...You know Raven my char? Well she was suppose to be me because well when I was little I would get teased for my voice and hair, they said I sounding like a guy and my hair was like crap because it kept frizzing up in the wind, Even my best friends thought I never brushed my hair but I did! Anyways One day I was walking home when I saw this girl she was way prettier than me and guys were hanging around her and she had a million of friends with her. But when I tried saying hello she said "Here comes the pig" And it hurt. (Its because I eat my pain away so I grew chubby ;w; still am) So I went homer crying. I grabbed my sketch book and started to draw someone I wanted to be like. I ended up drawing Raven, she was skinny, pretty, etc and special everything I'm not So I pretended I was her but deep down I knew it was a lie but I kept doing it. But when I drew her I never told anyone that she was suppose to be me. I suffered because I was scared of everyone calling me named but then Yesterday I looked in the mirror and thought "Hey I shouldnt be ashamed of who I am or how I look like because as long as I am happy with myself, then i'm fine. I should be proud of myself! I shouldnt care what other people think because thats their opinion not mine and mine matters the most about myself. So I drew me with some of Raven's char :3 Her red eye and birth mark under her eye (I have brown eyes) and I put feathers in my hair because I am part native American (But I SUPER PALE). I cant draw chubby people so I drew myself skinny ^^ But I am proud of myself Also I drew myself in Connor Kenway's assassin cosplay jacket because I ordered one. Ok thats all I had to say, sorry for wasting your time just had to get that off my chest. XDDDD

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MantiisShrimp's avatar
It's great that you've come to a positive conclusion. :) (and the feather's look really cute X3)